so i'm still working on my coloring for my character OC for a small idea that i have been sorta sitting on, granted an idea that i'm just so afraid to do due to fear of failure....but i feel ill regret it in the long run. if i don't try, then it might as well not exist and it will forever just be "an idea".

i'm getting some prep done this year to hopefully get a taste of it out in the world. it will be a hobby and i know for a fact this might not go anywhere. but rather put SOMETHING of it. at least knowing i took action, and not do anything at all with it

cheers to this new year!

(Color Wip for a character concept)

i have finished the newgrounds secret santa event and now im working on a few things, one is a drawing for my somwhat still underbaked idea i have been sorta playing around with

the gun i made a 3D model as a reference (granted was a bit of a time waster and i did not have to NEARLY have to go this far in making a simple Ref)

im still working on Mr Tube mech but i have been having problems with his rig. on top of that i have to redo some parts to making it work correctly without clipping in a werid way

Honestly Proud of how far i am in my learning in blender. And so far i have just figured out how to do SOME IK rigging, of course im FAR from it and i need to learn how to use Substance Painter (I bought a perpetnal licensee when i heard the 2023 might be locked in Subscription) But DAMN i have come a long way in my Digital Artist Journey. however Once Dec 1st hits, ill be turning my focus on the Newgrounds event. Once thats done, ill be coming back to this model and hopfully finiishing him. then after that back to another round of art.

as im waiting for the start of an event on newgrounds, i have been still continueing goofing and learning with blender

hopefully, after im done with the event on newgrounds ill hopefully get back into this model and finally learn how to properly rig it.

still working on the very much late spooky drawing. im currently working on the background arts shading. after this drawing is done, im hoping to maybe do another holiday themed drawing or maybe start doing more stuff like maybe join some of the newgrounds events/art calab stuff. honestly might not happen, since i am still trying to learn blender on the side and that has been lacking with my current life rn. so that might happen and i might go a bit quiet for awhile

most likely ill post updates and share some things of my learning with blender.

i hope you guys enjoy the upcoming holidays and i hope you enjoy my stuff!

So i was hoping to finish this before the end of spooky day. but i want to put more effort in this instead of scrapping the rest of this and half assing it. so for now here's a wip of it. should be done in a week or two. i'm trying to do more BG art stuff added to my drawings to to push myself more.

i hope you guys enjoy the final piece when its done

hello, just an update on my life, still here. currently working on a Halloween drawing right now. hopefully it will be done before the day of the spook. but hopefully i can get one more drawing done also this month on time.

unfortunately retail job is still a thing in my life. so still will be a thing that will kind of get in the way of my art. one day i will achieve my dream to do art for a job. just one step at a time

Current WIP of coloring stage

so hey, just a small update of where i am at the moment.

i am still here.... technically

rn life has been rough in regards of being productive in my art/ 3D modeling learning journey. with my retail job and other things in my life. i have been in sorta of in a cycle of being stuck. come home from work, have no motivation and just all out tired, waste time on other things like games or other media, then i get a little sad about my future, rinse and repeat.

i have made this cycle and i have been trying (but mostly failing) to break this really bad part of my life.

i will go forward still in one day making art or anything creative as a dream job into a realilty

so for those who sorta like my stuff, thank for at least looking and interacting with whatever i have

also heres a Wip for somthing i have been doing at the moment

The 3D model i made in blender to use as ref

so i haven't been active at all lately, and honestly, im still having the HUGE FUNK feeling of just no motivation lately to do art or just in general being productive. i dont want to point out my problems but mostly its just personal life stuff and working at a retail job that i would describe as a "SHIT HOLE".

now i am going to a new retail job (part time still) that i feel is MUCH more Sane... for now.

so in short, im still here, but ill try to upload whenever i do a proper drawing. i rather not post half ass stuff here. maybe when im having a bad funk, ill post a doodle collogue for me to re ignite my passion.

on top of that, im also trying to study Blender, i have made GOOD progress on learning how to use and model in it. i feel at times i might be too much for me to do two things at once but i want to try to not set myself to one thing.

i hope you will continue to have a giggle at my stuff as i try to my journey into my art passion

also here's a wip at the current drawing for a concept art for a VERY small project that probably might not go anywhere, but its something i at least want to have a crack at

so if your wondering "hey Butter, where the fuck are you? you posted like nothing at all these couple of months?!"

well the first few mounths have been me being just lazy and unmotivated to do anything creative.... then i got hit with the COVID DEBUFF.

this has killed all my will to do art recently which is why im trying to crawl back into things. and i paying for it heavy. my absence has degraded my drawing really bad. so its time to study again how to draw shit again.

i hope i can get you guys more stuff in art.

anyhow ill go back into my cave and try to draw shit now

"PSST.. heere what im working right now. WIP"